Saturday, November 14, 2009 '
woah!!long time nvr post le...
LOLS.bored staing at home...
no one ask me out...lols..JK!!!!!
just waiting for my pri school frens msg.
hope can go out soon...i'm going to
bored to death!!hahas.some of my hamster pic!!



Thursday, October 15, 2009 '
hi peeps!!!very happy today!!
EXAMS OVER!!YAY!!
lets celebrate!!LOLS!!jkjk.
after exam gt alot of activity!!
quite qi dai...n oso..more importantly....
RESULTS!!!AAAAAHHHH!!!
hope can go express....:(hais..
scared go express cannot cope thn
my results drops...i wonder how express
is like...dots..bored staying at home!!
wanna go out n go crazy!!LOLS!!
high liaos..hahas.going out with my pri school
frens..yay!!hahas.hope we r really best frens
till old!!HAHAS!!BORED
BORED BORED!!!
going to die of boredeness(ps. el very bad,dunno how spell.:P)
Monday, October 05, 2009 '
today nvr talk to them in school much..cos afte rthe incident of begging geraldine to go church,they tot i'm invisible,so be it.at least i'm not those kind of ppl whowant something back.i forgive ppl easily,if u dun think i am thn not lor,wan puke go puke.i oso dun care..cos u all dun understand the real me..u all onli noe i easily get angry,n all those negative stuff n nvr think of my positive side.nvm.dun wish to continue,it makes me feels more hurtn they dun even bother to ask me how i feel abt them,they just tot i'm ok with them thn they just take me as a wooden block with noe feelings,cannot cry,angry,happy n do some stuff tht is nice...dots...forget it...no one noes how it feels like..cos at home i angry,get scolded,cry,get scolded..so now in school my face like very calm...but pls note thtI HAVE FEELINGS TOO!!
Thursday, September 24, 2009 '
today mood swing...morning high thn after recess think alot,i wonderif i'm rite to continue the frenship...n i dunno why when i feel down no one cares,no one bother to ask...or comfort me..am i tht bad tht no one concern me??n hy,i'm nt a bitch..i do treat u as a fren..n i didn't lie to u...i noe u wan to be gd frens,so do i,but is like gd frens is like to be together happy...nt folo where we go..i noe u hate to be alone,so do i.but sometimes is abit annoying...u noe..is nt meant to hurt u..but i just say how i feelabt u,u can tell me hw u feel abt me..i dun wish to have anything back,i wan to be happy in this school n nt full of frenship probs,soo,just tell me honestly how u feel abt me..i will nt say a word...u scold me f word oso canit doesn't hurt me,cos i've no feeling...if i do have i will just in school i will just be alone,thts it...i will nt hurt anyone by doing tht..n today myheart cried,i almost cried out...thts why i'm 'emo'so...be HONEST to me...i really truly wantto noe how u feel abt me..
Tuesday, September 22, 2009 '
i felt like an idiot!!i dunno why i am
soo idiot until tht i want to continue
the frenship...i realise tht if i continue
this frenship,it will hurt both of them....
soo wads the point??i would rather be on my own
n no one will get hurt...i'm such an idiot tht
noe one even care to ask me how i feel about them..
they tot i'm okay with them!!i gt alot to say but
i dare nt say as i may hurt them...
n i really hope can end this frenship by getting to
an express class nxt year n make new frens..
i shall let both of them together..
i was just like a wall blocking them to communicate,
maybe i shall be put pf this frenship would
be better for them...i really regret to continue this frenship
which actually both of them do nt noe my feelings...
i am really regret!!!my whole life of regret!!!
R E G R E T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!